Special day ruined by a worry heart

First day of school in term three. Met my girls..... Yayyy!!! Haha... How much I missed them! Anyways, I gave the 5A girls (who were present) their gifts from Singapore. There's still some people I need to give it too. For my girlfriends, Nira, Emma and Judy, I gave them a more special gift. I gave them collectibles. I gave Judy a cow(she loves cows. Too bad that there's no pig), Emma a pink teddy and Nira a purplish, pinkish, bluish(etc) butterfly. I'm glad that they all love it! =) As soon as I saw those three out of hundreds collectibles, I knew that it was for them =) I have the panda one, ehe... Anyways, it turns out that I'm not the only one who was giving gifts. Anden also gave. His gifts were from Miri.

Every 5A's received one, I think!

When the school bell rang, telling us that school just ended... He[the crushie] walked slowly towards me. He stopped and stared while I was busy packing. Then, he approached and called my name "Zirah" I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back. He then reached into his pockets, pulled out a small beautiful box and handed it to me. I took it shyly as it was so unexpected! Then, I put it down and gave him his gift. A leather gelang tangan[is it still called as a bracelet?] Anyways, he smiled and took it when I gave it to him. We both left the classroom. When I opened the box, inside it was even more beautiful than the box. It was a flowery, silver bracelet with diamond studs.

Lovely, right?

God, it was such a special gift. Nira was there to witness us exchanging gifts. She probably knows how I felt that time. I couldn't stop smiling.

God, I need your help, I'm a coward right now. I'm afraid to tell the other guy[athlete 808] I don't know how to tell him. My two friends tell me how just easily.Don't they know that its hard to do so? They're not the one who's gonna break someones heart! I am! I don't want him to feel what I've felt after my very first break-up. Maybe he felt it before but I don't want him to feel it again. I know I've broken a lot of hearts in my life already but I know that this one's heart will be even more shattered. He really loves me and has high hopes. We promised to be an item after the O'levels but I don't think I can keep that promise.

God, what am I going to do? Its not my fault for accidentally loving someone more than him. Love is such a crazy and unpredictable thing... Sometimes, I feel like blaming my ex. If he had given our relationship a chance, this would've not happen. Then again, I cant blame him... I still think the reason of our break-up is that he fell for another girl. Why? Cause I think I'm in the same situation but unlike him, I'm giving this relationship a chance. I know that it wont work anyways...

Status: Critically worried

XOXO

Zira Lee

Bukit Shah Bandar

Yesterday was a great and tiring day! Some SMB students, including me, went to Bukit Shah Bandar for the "Anti-dadah" campaign, I think it was Basmida who sponsored... We arrived there around 7:15am... We were given a uniform and told to change. Then, we started off with aerobics. Haha, some of the songs are "romantic" (the Titanic theme song, but we did this song on the Taichi) and some are "Dang-duts" (Lyrics: Jangan gila dong! Pilih aja cowok yang lain...) Haha... Aren't aerobic songs supposed to be the dancy types?

The hiking has begun...

The first mountain was very tiring! We had to walk for like a hundred or more steps! I lost contact with Shidah... Hehehe, I hope she wasn't mad at me for leaving her behind...

Another long stair but its downwards, so, its more easier.

The forestry starting point.

The most tiring point just ended BUT the most difficult, slippery and dangerous point has just started

I was hiking alone, alone and alone and the only students that I saw were from other schools, not a single SMB-ian at sight! I finished another upward step and luckily, I met Abib and... Well, I'll just call him backpack boy, resting... Yehaa! No more walking alone! Haha Thank God~

Hiking on an upward stairs... Again!

We continued our hiking. There was a shortcut. A part of me wanted to use it but another BIG part of me refuses to cheat and anyways, if we use the shortcut, it kinda means that we're gonna miss a LOT....

Collecting more energy

Resting place.

There were two paths. Thank God that there were two BASMIDA people resting. Abib asked which path is correct and the folks told us.

Then, we walked, walked and walked and saw another two pathways. One path is an uphill while the other one is a flat path. While we were thinking which way to go, a jogger came by. So, Abib popped the question. The jogger told us that the two paths are going to lead to the same direction. He seems like an experienced jogger. He kinda expressed a worried look. Anyways, we decided to go uphill. Hahaha, what a long hill! We walked, rested, jumped, hiked, joked, chatted and looked around (well, I did that a lot... Just in case ada, hehehe, paham-paham la~)

When we finally reached at the ending point, **Phew** There were groups of people, some soldiers (they were everywhere, hehe, working as our guards), BASMIDA people and an ambulance! One of the folk asked us and this is our conversation:

Folk: "Kamu kh yg betanya direction tadi?"

Me: "Awu..."

Folk: "Kamu??"

The three of us: "Awuuu..."

Folk(On the walkie-talkie): "Ada durang udah. Awu, yang betanya tadi. Dua orang lelaki, seorang perempuan. Bah, nda payah lagi di cari"

Haha, did they think that we got lost? Haha... I kinda figured things out, I think... My guess is, the jogger told one of the guards about us. So, the guards informed them. The folk probably know it was us because he saw us going down the uphill direction. Cause, before looking at us, he was looking at the flat path. Hahaha, we were SUPPOSED to use the ground area, not the hill. The uphill area was more distant and more dangerous. Haha, no wonder that there was no guards around that area.

Beautiful forestry scene

Man! That was a really hot day!

Haha, I got sunburnt! Thank god that it wasn't the serious sunburn...

When we got to the grandstand, there was a "Lucky draw". Abib's number, 131, won him an art supply. I didn't get a number. I think I dropped it =( One of this worker is annoying! He was constantly attacking SMB, even though that he's only kidding but its soo annoying!

Example:

Every SMB-ian who won a lucky draw, he would say:

"Belari eh! Semangat bh!Ani macam pramugari pulang. Nda semangat SMB ani eh **Laughs**"

If another student from a different school won... He doesn't say that! and those students are slower than us! Anyways, most of the winners are SMB-ians **Big smile**

Anyways, we then had the "Slogan competition" Another school won. Boo!

Click!Click!

~ Even though we used the longer path, we were still the top 10 SMB-ian to arrive at the grandstand.

~ I hiked for almost 2hrs

~ I've never hiked there since I was like 10?

~ Abib, thanks for saying that I'm fit (Kambangs ku eh!) Haha!

~ Faizul, thanks for carrying my stuffs!

~ Zack, thanks for making me crack-up at aerobic tme! Haha

~ Shidah, Thanks for agreeing to go shopping with me

~ Malul! You said that you'll come!

I had a really enjoyable time! =)

XOXO

Zir2111

Crushie (^_^)...Oh,and other stuffs,ehe...

**Sigh**
He's probably in Miri right now...He messaged me earlier today.It was a very nice and caring message...What made me grin soo big was his text that says "....and ofcourse,I'm gonna miss u..." aww...That's so sweet!

Anyways,readers...I'm kinda pissed right now...Why?Cause my daddy pulled of the wireless connection...Don't know why he did that...Now,how am I gonna create my damn trivia?? Daddy!!Please give me back my internet!! I prefer blogging using my labtop cause it doesnt hurt my fingers!Plus,I really wanna do a research about the night safari animals....Checking friendster,blog,facebook and chatting using a phone is no fun =(...Daddy,I'm begging youhh! (But I'm not gonna tell him that though,ehe...I guess I'll have to go to a cyber then)

Oh,and how could I forget?My homeworks...Well,that can be handled....But how about my computer project?Hmm,I'll do it tommorow...Shoot! Im such a procrastinator! Cant be that! So, I'll do it later...Well,its better than tommorow, right?

XOXO

Zira Lee

Crushie!!!

Hehehe... My crush is online-ing right now and as usual, we are in the midst of chatting,ehe... Damn, he is so sweet! Sweeter than the sweetest creamy candy in the world! Haha, ok, that's too far... but, seriously, he is... Gosh, readers, I'm in the mood of posting 'bout him.

Now, some people wonder. How come I am back crushing on him...

~ Ok,this is the story... I used to have a little wee bit crush on him last year. I found him quiet cute, funny(in a smart way) and down to earth...Plus, his ego isn't high...Wait, alaaa,dia offline la...Anyways,eh,eh...waiiiit, he's back online. I guess he got disconnected. Hehe... Oh,back to the story, he's a very quiet guy but I like it when he laughs. Then, when I got this so-called-fan who I fall for after 5 months of his hard work to achieve my heart but then broke up after only 1 month and 28 days, 2 days more to our anniversary date(haha,kes sasak). My feelings for him went down to the drain.~

~Then, it came back after I saw him playing hand ball. Damn! He's so good, yo! and I wasn't the only girl who fell for him that day...Hmm, maybe a guy also fell for him..Hehe, who knows... But, that time, I only adored him~

~Then, there came a play "Beauty is a beast" and as I posted before, it made everyone, mostly everyone even closer than ever! Especially him and I. We became besties. I still remember the day that he's so totally down and I comforted him, he replied back with nice and appreciable comments...~

~Then, I get to know him even better. It really bums him when he feels that he let his friends down. Which he never did! He loves to make people happy... including me =)... He made me happy just now and he made my headache disappear just like that! Plus, he really cares whats on my mind, my wants and my feelings. Gosh, I think he's the only boy who knows a lot about me!(My father and Lil brother are an exception!) He knows what athlete 808 and the heartbreaker doesn't know...~

Whats the difference between him and athlete 808?

~He actually can make me forget the heartbreaker! Seriously, he did and when I'm more in-love with him, I'm actually falling out love at the heartbeaker even more! I once told myself,well, I once wrote a poem, to be exact...~

"If someone can make me forget you,

Can repair my damaged heart,

Can make me fall-out-of-love with you,

Then, that someone is maybe my prince charming"

~Well, even though if he's not the one or things didn't worked out between us, at least he was one of the people who was there for me. He made me feel special. Well, so does athlete 808 but sometimes, he pisses me off when he becomes jealous, protective, demanding and saying things that I dislike. I also have other reasons but I shan't tell cause I don't want to. Nira, you'll know it though after school re-opens =)~

Currently:

Watching "According to Jim" with the crushie =)

XOXO

Zira Lee

5A's Hangout

Damn... So not clear!

Yesterday was a really great day! We, 5A's went to the mall... Well, only 18 of us came. Hakim A and Anden planned it. We watched the movie "Get smart" which starrs Steve Carell, Anne Hathaway and Dwayne Johnson. Oh, and also the Great Khali! The movie is sooooo damn hilarious! We really cant stop laughing! We filled 2 and a half rows of seat. While waiting for the movie to start, the girls and I helped Judy to find slippers under budget... Her shoes were killing her!

This is the place where she bought it

Charles and Keith shoe store

Waiting...

The movie starts at 3:20pm and its still 2:30pm??

The boys

Qanzul doing something

Shaikh? When did you get there??

Haha

My photo partner...

Haha

After the movie

Where to go?

Of course the arcade

Bunny Zira (^_^)

Emma in the train

Emma, you still don't have a license! Haha

Picsy...Picsy...Picsy...

What? Only Me and Anden are aware?

Emma said to Anden: "Haha, macam orang kalah Mahjong"

Our Arabic descendants

A-N-D-E-N

NyehNyehNyeh... He took an unaware picture of me, so I took his!

Now, were even!Hehe... Well, not exactly... I only have one of his pics and he has like...what? 3 of me? Nantiii... Ehe...

Snap!Snap!

I think I'm in love with my boots... Haha

Click!Click!:

Bella... Amal... Why did you have to go home so early?

Thaqib, thanks for the ice cream!It was nyummy! Ehe... (^_^)

My crush said that I looked beautiful

**Sigh**

He texted it through MSN though... He said that he was too shy to tell

I'm in-love!!!

F.Y.I, I didn't use make-ups, ok? Not really into them... Except for lipgloss and eyeliner! Maybe one day, I will be into make-ups... Not now...

Btw, I still love you, athlete 808 but it seems like you don't care anymore. We'll see what you'll say after I tell you how I feel!

XOXO

Zira Lee

Fifth Day, 20-06-2008

I woke up around 8am. We had to go to the airport at 10am . I was like

"Aiyaaa, tidak sempat pegi ke Gym la..."

Amir's last wap drawing

Checking out

Sooo many flights!

Dad went to buy chocolates for Sis Nurul... and us... Ehehe... Well, dad's the one who insisted us to buy our wants... So? Go for it la!

I wandered around and saw "Free internet section" I go for it too!! Ehehe... Check friendster..

We didnt have breakfast. We planned to but the time was limited. So, we drink starbucks coffee instead...

These are the NEW starbucks coffee's. The black one, Mocha cuppocino is mine and the ice blended cafe is Sis Ninah's. We didnt finished it though... Huhu, it was soo damn good! but no drinks were allowed in the terminal. Stupid rules...

This is our flight. Exactly at 10:55am. My passport.

We were back at home around 1:30pm... I went straight online-ing... Haha, how I miss portable onlining =D and because mom was an airport employee, she waited for us inside the bag checking. How happy was I to see her.



Singapore... I miss your shopping complexes already!!!

Notes:

Buy your starbucks coffee earlier! Haha

XOXO

Zira Lee

Fourth Day, 19-06-2008

We went to Takashimaya and had breakfast. We ate Nasi Padang from the food court. It was nyummy! especially the veggies! Nyum!

Afterwards, my sis and I went to buy Bengawan Solo. Our mum and aunts asked us to buy. They didn't want it for the biscuits, they wanted the tin,we can tell. How? Cause they asked to buy different coloured tins. The black, pink, yellow, etc... They better give one to me! Each tin costs $13.90 and we bought like 10 tins. Count it! You do the math...

My sis and I then went to OG and bought more cute mini toys. We're collecting it! They're really cute! Then, we went to Robinsons. The fitting room was big... There is even a chair!

MRT

This is the MRT machine.

My card... Whoa~ Green (^_^)

The place was really full with people!

Whats more packed with people? The train...

Our journey: Little Indian Town

There, I saw my sweetie from my fantasy... Hahaha

From the towns name, we can tell that the place was full of Indians. We went to shop at Mustafa... or is it Mustapa?

Night Safari

Biiiiiiig aquarium!

We went to night safari that night. There were a lot of animals that I never knew existed. I'm gonna Google about them and post it in my blog =)

Glow in the dark shop

I bought a $29.90 black glow in the dark night safari tank top, a $5.20 endangered species notebook and a $15.90 stuffed cheetah... Really adorable!

We lurve Chanel

Notes:

Go to OG and check out the mini toys... For me, its mini collectibles...

Nasi Padang at Takashimaya is nyummy!

If you plan to go to the night safari... Be prepare with drinks cause a bottle of water costs $2.10 and a can of drink costs $4.00 there.

XOXO

Zira Lee

Third day, 18-06-2008

Wakey!Wakey!

We had breakfast at I dunno what restaurant... Haha

Then, we went shopping...again! That day, dad has a seminar with the company, i think... So, Amir, my little brother has to follow us everywhere. He kept on whining

"Shopping baju ganya jua eyh"

Hey, we're girls! What do you expect?

Swimming Pool Area

Amir's constant whining made my sister and I gave up. So, we went back to the hotel and decided to hang out at the pool area. At first, I didn't want to join but Amir begged. I hate it when that boy begs!

Recycle

Notes:

I really think Brunei should have a more of these recycle bins. This will encourage us even more to become environmental friendly and alert of the global warming!

The girls there smoked a lot. My nostrils didn't feel well afterwards. I think I smelt too many smoke. I hope I wont die from being a "passive smoker"

The sales there are GREAT! I think Singapore has a "Sales season" cause almost every shops have 20% to 70% sale

Our night safari was cancelled because it was raining heavily. Btw, if you want to have a night safari booking from the Internet or phone, do it 48 hours earlier.

XOXO

Zira Lee