My own sentences of wisdom

Every time you feel like bending your knees and cry in the corner, it does not mean you're weak. Every time, you force yourself to smile but crying inside, it does not mean you're faking it. As you cry your eye balls out, it cleans the dusts and with all the dust gone, you can see things clearly. You can see the sunshine brighter than before. You can see what was your mistake. Thus, learning from it. You're not weak as you are able step up and move on. You're not weak as you can still jump and laugh with your friends, enjoying your life. You're not faking as you are able to smile with the beautiful things in life. If it was me, I'd cry my heart out at first but on the next day, I'll smile to the world. Tears may still form but it will slowly disappear. Those fading stars will come out again, only brighter and bigger. It's only life and don't waste it.

XOXO,

Sincerely,

Zira Lee

Still here

Tomorrow marks the 17th school day. So far, school has been totally fun =) Yesterday was PTEM Open day and I tell you this, we were more busy than I've actually expected! We started off by singing the school song at the Amphitheatre around 12:30ish. Afterwards, went to the Counselling room. The short video clip them guys made on "Life at PTEM" was AWESOME! Some school came with buses and we were like; "That's so not expected!" Guess the advertising on the radio and newspaper really worked out well. One of the school visiting was SMB. I wanted to go and tour guided them but I was in the midst of tour guiding some Serasa students but again, I don't mind =)

The fun thing about tour guiding was the proud feeling of our school and the fact that we are able to go into the restricted classes such as the Art Room, only allowed for Art students. Edna explained to one of the Serasa students who planned to take Art. I tell ya this, if you plan to be an art student, you gotta get good English and you won't just be drawing things like back in Form 5, you're gonna have to remember backgrounds of famous artist and do essays with 1,000 words. I used to think Art was E.A.S.Y!

Oh, shoot, typing of art, I just remembered, I have EAS Language group work and I'm in charge of the drawings! What to do? Everytime there's a drawing involved, my GP girls would instantly give it to me. Hahaha but there is no complains, I mean, I love doing artsy stuff ;)

It's still January and a LOT has happened. O'level results are coming soon and juniors are expected. PTEM is one GREAT school! ;)

XOXO

Zira Lee

Abandoned for awhile

Whoa, I haven't blogged for quite some time, eh? 6th of September was my last post. I didn't realised that I was gone for that long! (-__-") 3 months and a day to be exact! I've been busy with school and life, so, yeah. Not just that, I'm kinda bored with blogging as well. Maybe I'll blog about what I've been involving myself in when I feel like it. Updates for now are;

1. I'm 17 now! ;)
2. I have a not-so-new-love-life which I keep mysterious. I've been secretive about it and for now, in school, the only person who has always been updated with my love-life is my best friend. Note to you; in PTEM, I have more than one best friend. So, try not to figure out which best friend I'm talking about ;)
3. My pet in Pet Society is drop-dead poor. I may not celebrate Christmas but my pet does. Who knew Christmas trees and ornaments would be not-so-cheap. Talk about Economic crisis!
4. Oh, it's school holiday!
5. I'm going to KL this 27th! Not with the relatives like last year but with the family! Yehaaaaa! 20 more days to go. Sigh. That sounds so looooonggg. So, dear peeps, if you guys are going to do some outings, please, please do it before the 27th. I don't wanna miss it!
6. I'm going to be PTEM senior next year! Gotta start being serious, gosh!

XOXO

Zira Lee

A small town Filipino girl

Have you guys listened to Charice Pempengco? She has such powerful jaw-dropping voice for a 16 year old! Beautiful voice, ya know. A girl with a very poor background and bitter past. I viewed her on Oprah and she was amazing, plus innocent and adorable! She deserves to be praised =) unlike some current singers. I dislike singers who sounded great in their videos and radio but the opposite when live. It just made us wonder if there was any technical changes occured.

XOXO

Zira Lee

I'm not okay

Fuhh, my first post after, 2 weeks? Is it? Anyways;

I'm not really in my happy mood now. I woke up, feeling quite weird and then, it hit me, I'm given a few days holiday from fasting. I NO-NO like THAT! GETIT?? Hahaha but I'll view it positively. Next, I supposedly go out and have sungkai with someone today as planned a few days earlier but he had to cancel it due to a function and again, I NO-NO like THAT! Hahaha and again, I'll view it positively. It's understandable.

Then, I have this uncomfortable feeling since sahur. I never liked this uncomfortable feeling cause everytime I sense its presence, something unwelcoming is bound to happen. Maybe I have this feeling because I've lost my locker key!!! I'm still searching for it. Exam is coming and I only have my Economics file with me. Plus, I really, really need to study. I never really have a serious revision and I'm still a procrastinator when it comes to revision but reality hits me, Form 6 isn't High School anymore. I never had a proper self-study before and I'm used to it. It was okay in High School but now, if I keep having a not proper self-study... well, you know what will happen. I had a wake up call that I need to try and force myself to study if I wanna pass. Eventhough I passed my first and second assessment, the marks are ugly. DROP DEAD UGLY and Sir. Alias made it clear that he was truly disappointed with my second assessment Economics marks.

Next, next, next, youuu. I know I've told Nira that I think I just had this crush on you and it disappeared but I realised it didn't. I guess I was just bored of waiting, so, I just move on. Some people kept saying that you feel the same but I need actions not words. Yeah, you do act it out a bit but it isn't enough to convince me. You disappeared into the thin air. Whooooshh! When you want something, you need to speak out and if you don't, you're going to lose. Despite the differences.

Next, next, next, another youuuuu, apakan niii? I'm confused (-_-") Seriously confused. Oh, well, lets just wait and see what happens on Tuesday. Oh, and last Thursday, the BSP talk was cool and I have another reason to love that day, nothing to do with BSP though. Hahaha. Sigh. The BSP talk was for upper sixth but PRS members were involve in helping. I didn't really like it when the scholars think we were all upper sixth students. Hahaha. I was like, whispering to Achie, "Kami lower sixth baaaa..." Hahaha, no biggie. Nothing wrong being called an upper sixth but I don't have the rights to be called an upper sixth.... yet. Eissehh. Hahaha.

XOXO

Zira Lee

Augustians

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO;

APIL [9th August]

JUDY CHIENG [18th August]

NAS ADANAN [19th August]

MR. CHRIS ROCKWELL [19th August]

May God bless you all with prosperity and longevity ;)

XOXO

Zira Lee

Just an update

Economics test was... Well, I just guessed all the answers without looking at the questions. I seriously did not have the mood. It was MCQ anyways, so, who knows, maybe I get lucky and some of my jumbled up questions are correct. Mr.Boyce had to go and he divided the class into 3 groups. We had to mix with the other ELite class. Lynna and I were trying to figure out this poem which Mr.Boyce gave to us earlier that lesson. Oh well..

Here is the thing. Dear friends from anywhere who reads this;

I, Zira Lee, am no longer in-love or crushing to any of my old crushes nor flings since weeks ago. I just felt like informing you guys that.

So, am I crushing on anyone new right now? That is for you to figure it out. ;)

Tomorrow is gonna be a very busy day... Waittasec, is there a football match going on? Cause I can hear some excited cheering, squeling and screaming from here.

"Don't spit on me and shame yourself, cause you wish you were someone else."

XOXO, Zira Lee

(+) & (-)

I have always tried to think positive things about people. Everybody. Eventhough if I dislike you, I'd still have something good to say about you or at least try to think of something good about you. I'm an optimist. Every time I act like a pessimist, I always turn it around by being an optimist. I believe in miracles and I do believe in possibilities but on the latest thing that I truly didn't give up due to being an over-optimist, I ended up in pain. So, that's when I realise, it's good being an optimist and a positive thinker but at the same time, I also need to be a pessimist sometimes because thinking of negative things are not always bad as it puts you in reality.

"You had a good girl, good girl but didn't know how to treat her."

XOXO

Zira Lee