Happy Birthday

I don't know what's wrong with my brother

We had a birthday party at Daniel's house last week, Friday... Our little cousin is growing up. I wasn't really enjoying myself, though. Most of our cousins were not there. We were supposed to come at night. The afternoon was for the mother's side. I'm on the father's side. Anyways,we talked, joked and be our be naughty selves. Oh, and I messaged with him =). We were all BORED! Me, Amir, Fitri, Rafi and EdEd. Extremely bored!

Sufi under the table

Adorable, right?

Fitri and Rafi,

Sorry, they're not available! Hahaha...

We went to Fitri's house afterwards. It's just a few minutes walk. Just took about 3 minutes. We then decided to play Frisbee and rugby.Hahaha,my attire was soo not the cut!

This was my attire, hahaha...

Then, we watched "Twitches too" and "Camp rock" I didn't finished watching camp rock though cause my mom came. It was at 8:18pm...

[2111] Z & A [1991]

XOXO

Zira Lee

Lost & Found

I've lost my bracelet today. My very, very precious bracelet that was given by him. I noticed that I lost it approximately around 1:oopm... I was soo damn worried. Yeah, I had to tell him... I was really down. It wasn't just any bracelet. It meant a lot to me. He tried to cheer me but I still feel down. Then, he suddenly vanished. I was like "Whaaa??!" Hehehe, but then, guess what? After extra, he talked to me and questioned me. He pulled out the bracelet from his pocket. Aww, he disappeared to our classroom just to search for the bracelet =) That's mighty sweet of you...Thank you soo much..Love you...

[2111] Z & A [1991]

XOXO

Zira Lee

Cutey kittey

Hmm...It was last Thursday...I mean Saturday...Hehehe...It was the end of extra class and we went to grandstand. When my DarlDen came, he approached to Qanzul's car, well, his dad's actually. Guess what? He pulled out a cute white furry kitten!!Huhuhu, soo cute, mann!! He knows how much I love cats. It was Qanzul's younger brother's kitty, I think...

Isn't it so adorable?

If you don't think so, then, you're obviously not a cat lover...Hahaha...

I really love this picture =)

XOXO

Zira Lee

Like.Love.Like.Love

I LIKE IT WHEN:

1. You talk

2. We have a conversation

3. You play the Rubics cube

4. You wink at me

5. You stare at me

6. You call my name

7. You miss call me

8. You message with me

9.You call me on the phone

10. We are close to each other

I LOVE IT WHEN:

1. You sing our song

2. You make me feel like I'm your only one

3. You spend time with me

4. You hold my hand tight

5.You look deep into my eyes

6. You kiss my hand

7. You say those sweet and heart-deep stuffs

8. When we do things together, no matter where

9. When you concentrate only on me

10. You say "I Love You"

10 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU:

1. You're very cute

2. You're a hardworking person

3. You love animals as much as I do

4. You're friendly to the max

5. We agree in almost everything

6. You're very athletic

7. You are very responsible

8. You remember what I wear

9. You are mixed Cantonese, Indonesian, Malaysian,etc

10. You listen and understand

10 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU:

1. Your laugh

2. You remember our important days and memories

2. Your eyes

3. Your smile

4. Your sense of humor

5. Your care for me

6. Your ability to make me smile

7.You have a very kind heart

8. You get along with my pals

9. You make me feel more special than any other guys I've dated

10. You made me fell in love with you

Darlden,

I'm sorry for making you think that I'm angry at you today. Anyways, I miss you in every single second. I know you're smiling when you're reading this. Your smile means a lot to me =) I love you! You have my heart now. So, don't lose it. I doubt that you'll lose it though. Love you! =)

XOXO

[2111] Z&A [1991]

Zira Lee

Darling A =)

I miss you =( Miss you to the max! I can't wait to see your new hairstyle tomorrow =D Hehehe... I post this cause I know that you'll be reading it =) Oh, and I just want you to know that I miss you, I miss you, I miss you... Hahaha... Btw, about the post below, you don't have to be concerned about it... Ok, that's all...

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU & I LOVE YOU!

[2111] Z&A [1991]

Note:

I know I promised to make these animals trivia months ago. It's kinda hard to find them and lately, I'm lazy to search for it. Hehe, sorry readers. But one day, I will post it!

XOXO

Zira Lee

Another drama

I found out the truth... I feel bad for thinking negative things about him. It wasn't his fault. It was his two selfish so-called friends fault. I don't know what the hell was their problem. Make that, "her problem". His other friend who is a guy only do things he was ordered to do. I guess he got brainwashed. Doesn't he feel guilty to do that dreadful thing on his own friend? How bout her, doesn't she fell ashamed? Well, she should be! I feel bad for pushing him away... For avoiding him... For making him think that I hate him... He wanted to communicate with me. He tried to bring me to the movies, he just wanted to have a relation with me, even just as a friend. I found this whole thing hard to believe but thinking again, a lot of things now make sense. I shan't tell anyone about this[sorry, crushie] Some already know though. Why am I not telling? Cause one day, the truth will reveal by itself. If it's not on this earth, it will be in the afterlife. God will bring justice!

POSITIVE(+) THINKING

Then again, looking back at this tough, bittersweet and painful road, I'm grateful that I have my loyal friends and, in the end, I gained someone new in my love life and she hates it! I can tell... Hah! Serves you right!

"Segalanya ada hikmah di sebaliknya..."

I still don't hate her. Yeah, she stabs me from the back and she acts as a friend to me. She doesn't know that I know. I dislike her now but I don't hate her. I guess I'm not a hater. I never will be...

XOXO

Zira Lee

School counselling day

We had a counselling for all O'level takers...There were 28 groups and we used the form 3 classes. My group was k6 and my class was in F3M. **Sigh** Not in the same group as his but the good thing is, his group's class is my class neighbour's[group k5,room F3L]Thank god I'm in the same group as Nira! It was a real fun... I spent a lot of time with him but I still wish we had more time...Hehe...Every chance that we have, we would meet each other, like what Nira said, we were clingy at that time. Hehe... anyways, we did a lot of activities. So fun! Too bad that Judy wasn't attending. Haiyaa, so rugi la you! We did a singing, arts, trick question paper[Huh!] Haha... and lotsa more...Well, I guess thats all =)

[2111] Z&A [1991]

XOXO

Zira Lee

His first post

He created his first post today. I liiiiike.... Hee~ Seriously, I can't stop smiling! Haha, I really can't... I love his first post =) and I can't wait for his next upcoming post...

To Him:

You're welcome and thanks! Hehe, ok, I won't be sleeping late because of the headache thingy, thanks for worrying =) Saya sayang awak~ You're my one and only prince...

♥(1991)A&Z(2111)♥

XOXO

Zira Lee

My treasured memory

Last Saturday was one of the best day of my life and I will definitely treasure it. I guess I have to thank Emma and Ansyari for making that "phone throwing" bet. Because of them, we had to hold hands. The bet was for us to hold hands for only 10 minutes but we held for more than that. We didn't want to let go. It sure bums me when we had to let go...Hahaha... Oh, and it wasn't just that which made me happy... He said something special, something that I treasured, those words that shows how I feel about him, those three words from him which I truly believed.

Poem for you:

I'm happy and brightened,

and you're one of the reasons,

He created a hole in my heart,

But you successfully healed it.

It's you who made me forget him,

Not the karate boy,

Not the computer kid,

Not even that bad boy guy,

Nor the 808 guy.

I never knew nor expected,

That you,

Who acted as my prince in a fairytale,

Turns out to be my reality prince.

I love you,

and I'm not afraid,

To tell the whole world,

It's true.

It's not easy for me,

To say those three words meaningfully,

To just anybody,

But it's easy for me,

To say those words meaningfully,

To those who I really love.

I adore you,

I miss you,

I love you,

I've found what I've been searching for.

Thank you, God.

XOXO

ZiraInLove Lee

Sii Lutfi

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO:

MOHD LUTFI

May God bless you =)

May you live in a happy, longevity and be a sucessful pilot n the future. Happy- happy ya bestie?Sorry for late posting this birthday greeting. I know that your birthday was yesterday and please, don't pajal-pajal orang membagi hadiah ani...Haha =D I'll give you a chocolate later, that is, if I don't forget to bring my wallet...Hehehe

Sincerely from us,

Zira, Anden and Nira

=)

XOXO

Zira Lee

Computer Project Extra Class

Computer project? I had tons of ideas. I hope they're acceptable. The time passed by soo fast. Pictures? Yes, I have them but only a few. I was too busy to take pictures but not too busy to message with him... Haha, apakan?

Smiling Zira

Why was I smiling?

Because HE messaged =D

...Judy...

Sorry that you have to wait for 30 minutes. Hehehe, Nira and I didn't know that you'd be coming early.

...Nira & Zira...

I Lurve you two! Haha... Haiyaa, why does the other girl has to be a P.O.A-ians a?Haha...Anyways, I came around 2:15. Again, late 15 minutes... Huhu, but I was the last person to go home.Waaa!!!

[Alangkah indahnya jika si bisdia ada?Haha]

The three lasts:

Syukri[4:20-ish]

Nira[4:35-ish]

Zira[4:51]

Huhu, I miscalled at 4:oopm sharp! Thank God there's Sir Johnny, waiting for all the students to go home. Poor him... Last time, when he asked what extra time we wanted, I suggested "From 2pm to 5pm?" He said, wide-eyed "Aaa?5??" but now, he still have to be in school from 2pm until 9 more minutes to 5pm. Sorry, sir~ Yeah, I was mad at my mom but she's my mother. So, whattaheck with that stupid feeling?! I don't feel made anymore. Being angry just because of that is such a waste of energy. I'm better off with spreading joy and happiness! Happy! Happy! Happy!,haha =)

XOXO

Zira Lee

C.Science tuition

I had a Combined Science tuition at 8am today. Came around 8:15... Haha,yeah,I know, late...It's a habit of mine. I try not to do it at school though cause there's a rule called "Late slips" At school, I usually came before the subjects teacher arrives and after the class teacher leaves [if I'm lucky, she's still in the class].So, maybe that doesn't really count as late. I mean, late is when after the subject of the first period starts, right?Anyways, at today's tuition, I was the fourth to arrived.The others? Huh~Lebih late ler...

My paper, front and back pages are filled

We studied bout P.D, current electricity, blablabla~ Haha, see the love drawing on my paper there? **Points** That time, I was over the top thinking bout him. Everytime I think of him, I would draw loves [only in classes], if there's no paper, draw on the tables[but I have to erase them afterwards, vandalism la~,Haha],aiyaa~ I did that soo much already waa... There was this time, my paper was filled with loves until there was no more spaces! So, if you guys happen to see me rubbing my table, faham-faham la...Ehe...

Sir Lutfi [sounds catchy, eh?]

Tutioness Zyra and Dyra

LUTFI TAKES OVER THE CAMERA

[Except for the cupcake!]

Break-sy Time

The Oreo cupcake looks so nyummy! So, I bought it. Then, after taking a lil bite of it, I was like "Yugh!"

My nescafe and Ms.Mosh's pencil case[I think]

Study-ing

[Hey... I'm a good student! But so not hard-working...Haha]

What are those two guys doing?

Bam and Fatin:

Exchange class?

Ash:

Boy!Where the heck are you?!

Ohs,I have to get ready for my Computer project extra class now! **Sigh** Bye-bye nappy time. We're going to have this extra until the end of August. From 2pm - 4pm. Dyamn~ Haha!

XOXO

ZiraInLove

Sii Abib

[I do not know why I put this picture]

Oh, By the way:

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO

FIRDAUSI ASYURA

A.K.A

ABIB

My Geotion and schoolio mate

Ehe, lanja ni... Ohs, Sorry, I have no picture of him. I wanted to take a picture of him last Saturday to post it here, on his birthday but he kept on hiding his face and avoiding the camera! Aiyaaa, you aaa!

XOXO

Zira Lee

A day at school

We thought that there would be an extra class for us today. We really did! But when we checked the timetable[which was given for the class ONLY], it turned out to be the other groups extra day, none are ours. Anyways, Emma and I decided to stay. I told her if she stays then I'll stay. I have my reasons to stay. One, revise with Emma. Second, bored. Third, ehehe, CRUSHIE... Eisseh...Haha...He has to go to his extra class though. It was really fun to stay and revise at school! Emma and I would like to do it again. With Nira and Judy joining, of course. Oh, and also Amal and Abella. And probably some of the boys whom we are very close to.

Emma concentrating in Chemistry

Waiting at grandstand

We laughed, we cracked and acted crazy. Haha, I was hyper! As usual...Oh,btw,crushie,bout our song, I told Adie not to give it to ANYBODY =) If not,I'll murder him! Haha=)

XOXO

ZiraInLove

Cadbury.all time favourite!

Black forest cadbury chocolate. Nyummm~ Ehe... I bet crushie read my post bout the chocolate month and craving thingy cause he gave me a bar of chocolate the next day... Aww, wasn't that sweet? Hehe, it really helped with my cravings =) Black forest is my fave!and it turned out that it was his fave too! Ehehe... Once again, thank you, crushie (^-^) Miss ya!

XOXO

ZiraInLove

Closet cleaning

Oh~ I'm soo tired... I've cleaned my room, arranged my stuffs, box un-used items, ironed my bed and pillow sheets... Yeah, I know, it's weird but hey! It looks neat and pretty after it's ironed!Gove it a try!Haha... Anyways, I've cleaned my closet. Haha, I was cleaning it to search for my clothes that I no longer use or want, so I can give it to a charity that my mom told me about. I counted my excess clothes and they were about,what? Fifty plus?!! Haha... Didnt expect that!Haha... Well, BlaBlaBla~ I miss him... YadaYadiYud~ Haha, I'm off!

XOXO

Zira Lee

K.K =)

I'm in-love... In-love... So, so in-love... I really am... Haha... I can't believe that I can be in-love like this again. I thought that I'm gonna be in-love like this only after a long time... Haha, I really did... I'm feeling really lucky =)... and it's all just because of a prince... MY prince, to be exact... Haha... I don't know why I'm blogging this...Hmmm, actually, I think I do know why... I did this because I know that he'll be reading it, you know who you are, **Secret code** =D I want you to know that you're making me really happy and I feel really special =) I can't wait for you to create your first post and I also can't wait for that day to come.... Honestly, you're the first of many things to me... =)

I'm craving for chocolate..Nyummm...Ehehe...Sorry, this is my "chocolate month" You see, I always have different cravings for every month. This month, it's chocolate. The funny thing is, everytime I go to a shop, I don't crave for chocolates but when I arrived home, I craved for them like crazy!Haha... Tomorrow, for sure I'll buy them! Even though if the cravings are not there! Haha...

Musics:

~I love, love, love the song "Afterlife" by Avenged Sevenfold.~

~ I also like Taylor Swifts song "A place in this world"~

~Oh, I am also in-love with Aerosmith song, "I don't wanna miss a thing". Yeah, I know that it's a decade old already but who cares? What matter is, that someone and me connects to this song =)~

XOXO

Zira Lee

Saturday

**Geography tuition**

I came early today. BlaBlaBla~ Tuition started, Lutfi and Abib sat at my back and we cracked up... Like really cracked up... We were like really noisy. That's the first time that I was noisy in Geography class... Other class, yes, except for Economics, Sir Wan kali a... I mean really, in every after five minutes, we would laugh... It's either something that the other one said, reacts, do or joked. Haha... Lutfi had a lot of crazy, funny stories. Haha, I can't forget his face when it turned red because he laughed too much. Haha..

Me and Lutfi

Lutfi and Abib

Abib = Concentrate on the phones

Lutfi = Hmm, where is he looking at?

Us again!

Case inda tau apakan dibuat

Click!Click!

Nira

Messaged her while telling him. Thanks for the confide and comfort.

=)

Crushie

Messaged him. He didn't reply. then, he called, he told me that his batterry died and he rushed to his house and almost fell. Thank you for the comfort. You made me happy.

=)

Lutfi

Thanks for the confide, dude!

=)

XOXO

Zira Lee

Ak Zulhadi

Hadi, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to break your heart. I gave our relationship a chance for two weeks and five days already. Its suffering me to know that you think that I still love you. I lost our leather "galang". Maybe I left it in the plane but I swore that I was wearing it. My friends said that it was a sign. Then, I told myself, if I can post this video(which I'm totally clueless on how to do so), I have to end it now and guess what? When I clicked the "preview", there it was, the video, successfully posted in my blog. Then, another coincidence, YOU onlined at the same time... I'm sorry... I really am. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for doing this.

I also don't think that "all" the character that you want in a girl is in me. I love to hang out with my friends and you often try to control. You always tell me to sleep early but I enjoy sleeping late. I have a lot of boy pals whom I like to joke around with and you can easily misunderstand. You told me that you took all of my friendster pictures. It kinda shows that you're really into me. I know that you always go out of your class to see me walk around but then again, you never even bother to go to my class. Sometimes, I feel like you dont trust me.

I'm sorry for fading your smile when we chatted. I really am. I realize that I better tell you now. We're better off apart. I'm sorry that I chose to break you're heart.... Anyways,you've been wonderful and you were a big part of my life but things didn't worked out as I dreamt. I dedicate this song to you. Its how I felt about you. God, why am I crying now? I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... this is for you:

Ina - I wanted you...

I'm really sorry,

Zira Lee

One of my best friend

Wanna know one of the people that I truly love in this cold but yet, lovely world? That person who loves purple and chocolate. She, who dreams of becoming a graphic designer and has the talent. A girl who is funny and hard-working. I may only know her for almost 2 years but I feel like we've known each other since forever. This is a poem done by me, created especially for you:

When I'm sad,

You make me smile,

When I needed a friend,

You were there.

When I'm worry,

You'll comfort me,

When I'm happy,

You'll be happy for me

When I was frust,

You feel mad,

When I'm madly in-love

You'll smile

Thank you,

For always listening to my problems,

Thank you,

For understanding me,

Thank you,

For always being there for me,

Thank you,

For caring about me

You showed me,

That you're a rare friend to find,

Thank you God,

For letting me have this friend

I love you,

Not in a lesby way,

I don't want to lose you,

Cause you mean a lot to me

Dayang Amal Munirah Bte Hj Ali

I'm here for you,

If we are separated in the future,

Just remember this,

I forever will be there for you

=')

XOXO

Zira Lee