Day 2

So, today is day two. I felt much better, I guess. I had a chat with Lina earlier this evening. Thank you, darl =). It was a nice chat although it was short. I love you to bits too!! =) Okey-dokey, I'm off watching Criminal Minds! bubye~

XOXO

Zira Lee

Tagged by Nira

Rules

1. Put your iTunes or Media Player or etc on "shuffle" mode.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Put comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Tag 6 people

Are you male or female?
I'm yours - Jason Mraz
(Ehh?Hahaha)

Describe yourself
Wake me up when September ends - Greenday
(Hahaha,September already ended!Wake me up!!)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Cry - MandyMoore
(Hahahaha, they saw me crying?)

Describe your current relationship
Miraie - Kiroro
(Uhh, translation?)

Where would you like to be now?
Breathless - Shayne Ward
(Hahaha, Where's that?)

How do you feel about love?
Ghost of you - MCR
(They're dying to me?)

What's your life like?
Piece of me - Ashlee Simpson
(Hmm, past?)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
What hurts the most - Cascada
(Whoa!!)

Say something wise
Get out - JoJo
(Hahaha, nice!)

If someone say "is this okay" you say
Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi - Peterpan
(Oh-kayyy...)

How would you describe yourself?
So what- Pink
(Yeah!!I'm a rockstar who is a survivor!!Hahaha)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
I don't need a man - PCD
(Hahaha,what a come back!=D)

How do you feel today?
This is me - Demi Lovato
(I'm gonna let the light shine on me today?)

What is your life's purpose?
Stick with you - PCD
(Who's the you?Him?Uhh...)

What is your motto?
It's my life - Bon Jovi
(Yeahhh...I soo totally agree!)

What do your friends think of you?
Misery business - Paramore
(I always get what I want like stealing other peoples guy?Haha!)

What do you think of your parents?
Love song - Sara Bareilles
(I'll write them a love song anytime)

What do you think about very often?
Ai Mei - Rainie Yang Cheng Li
(I may not know its translation but I do know that it's about a break-up (o-O))

What is 2+2?
My Heart - Paramore
(Hahahaha,my heart only beats for 2+2?Astagah~)

What do you think of your best friend?
Since you've been gone - Kelly Clarkson
(Which best friend are we typing about?The ex best friend?)

What do you think of the person you like?
Graduation(Friends Forever) - Vitamin C
(Thinking of that "day" in JUNE,isn't that when we acted in beauty is a beast?)

What is your life's story
My heart will go on - Celine Dion
(Whoa!Thats deep!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
The time is now - John Cena
(Humbug~Hahaha)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Bring me to life - Evanescene
(So,I'm a lost soul who needs to be re-lived?Hahaha)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dirty little secrets - All-American Reject
(hahaha,niiice! :p)

What will they play at your funeral?
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
(Awww...Ehehe)

What is your hobby/interest?
The call - Regina Spektor
(Ohh,I'll come back when you call me)

What is your biggest fear?
In the shadows - The Rasmus
(I'm haunted to be wanted??(?_?))

What is your biggest secret?
If I were a boy - Beyonce
(cause I know how it hurts,when you lose someone you wanted because they've taken you for granted!Hmm?)

What do you think of your friends?
Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold
("Got nothing againts you and surely I miss you" Awww,ehehe)

What will you post this as?
From the bottom of my broken heart- Britney Spears
((o-O))

XOXO

Zira Lee

S.H.R.A.A & beach day

Ohh, and

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!

So, I woke up, my eyes felt tingly. It was day one after the incident. I didn't want to attend the family thingy, I just wanted to lock myself in my room and stay in bed but I managed to attend anyways. We arrived around to our mothers parents house around 10AM. Ate, the foods were tasty! Hahaha. After that, I went to the relax room and plopped on the couch, looking like crap! Hahaha.I told Amir to inform Fitri where I was. She came upstairs instantaneously. I've told her and just like Sister Feena, Nira and her brother, she was shocked. Well, she was more shocked like Nir. I went online and luckily Nira onlined too! She asked how I was feeling and we chatted. She has always been there for me, no matter what. Then, we went down and ate again, ahaha. Well, earlier was breakfast, then, this one is lunch. Afterwards, Sister Feena and Abg Hafis brought me to Serasa beach along with Fitri. Oh Godd! That car of his can really make my ears ring and brain jump!! Hahaha. They said I was crack. Fitri even recommended for me to go to the hospital. Hahaha. Well, being crack is better than being frustrated kn? We stopped by to buy drinks. Sister Feena and Abg Hafis said that the guyseller kept on looking at me (-_-") I guess he also saw that I was crack, ahaha, kidding.

In the car

At the beach

Time to go home

Cant-get-out-of-my-head sentences:

Sister Feena,

"You're still 16, young,there's a long time chances for you."
"It's not your loss."
"Are you happy already?"
"Senyum sudahh =)"
"I love you too"

Nira,

"Every bad thing has a good thing too."
"We will try our best to be there for you."

(You guys are the best already =))

Fitri,

"Inda buleh! Carrick aku yg punya!!"
"Crack ku eh. Si Jirah ni punya pasal!"

(When I'm crack, it usually means that I'm happy. Now that you're crack, I've made you happy! Hahaha)

Abg Hafis

"banyak jua org di pantai ani. Woiii!!! Aidil Adha kli ni ah! Agath balik krumah menyembalih!"

(He's a fun guy to be with! I've teased him since forever and he never ever got mad! Plus ,he's always silly and can easily make us laugh crazily)

My sister hugs and talks helped a lot. She wiped my tears and reminded me that there are other people who are more unfortunate. Nira, always knows the right words to say. Fitri, our talks really brighten up my day
and your swearings often made me laugh. Em and Jud, I havent told you cause I think Judy is at Limbang and there's always a DST problem between Emma and me. My other besties, Zai and Zii, you'll know it one day and you guys will be there for me as usual. I'm sure =)

AS A CONCLUSION

I was supposed to scream my heart out at the beach. I was recommended to do so but, the beach was invaded! Hahaha. People kept staring at us being vain at the camera and I guess also because our attire didn't match the beach theme. The important thing is, we really had a great time. These three people are the main reason why this year Aidil Adha turned out to be the best. They turned my stormy cloud into a sunny one. very sunny. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! =)

"Even though I really love you, gotta smile cause I deserve too. It'll all get better in time..."

Leona Lewis

XOXO

Zira Sazalee

Dim Sum

Last Sunday, we had a birthday cake celebration for me =) Thanks, family! My favourite flavour, nyumm. My dad brought the family to have breakfast at Dynasty located in Gadong. Nyummy...

XOXO

Zira Lee

It's a layout job

As you may see,I have a new layout.I actually had the intention to delete this blog and create a new one. Start of a new chapter in my "book of life".Start of a fresh one.I wanted to throw my past away since there's a lot here.Then,it knocked me.We can NEVER ever throw/forget away our pasts,no matter how hard we try.Unless,of course,if you get amnesia but then again,you'll want to know your past in order to know who you are.So,past is not forgetable.Anyways,I've been with this blog for 400+ days already and I love this blog.Plus,I had a lot of other beautiful memories.My posts are about 175 already.I've put too much effort in this blog already!I wanted to change my link but naaah~ I wanted to make it private but again,naaah~ This layout is only temporary though.I still want to create my own layout.I missed my old layout already!It's weird.Seeing a different layout. At least,the older layout had some personal edits.Hee.I just felt like I need a new layout.Go figure.I don't have the urge to blog for awhile,making me to have no urge to create my own lay.I also don't have the urge to go friendster-ing nor facebook-ing.The excitement just fade away since that incident. I have a lot of editing to do.Oh,and if your link is not there,please do inform me =)Thank you...

XOXO

Zira Lee

vulnerable Zira

Hey, readers. I'm currently depressed. Something horrid happened a few days ago. Sighh. Only Sister Feena and Nira knows my current problem. Tears couldn't stopped rolling out of my eyes that particular night. It's painful but I can deal with it. Its hard to forget but I can live with it. It's unbearable but I will surely survive. Sister Feena wasn't out of my sight until now. She slept in my room last night so I wont feel lonely. She made me laugh all night long. She gave me advises and possibilities plus facts.I'm grateful to have her as a sister.I had to swallow two panadol pills to get rid of that awful headache.I've never had such a terrible headache!Ho-Hum,unexpectable things can happen but there's always a reason. Sister Feena and Nira's reason were highly acceptable. Anyways,I woke up around 11:54PM. I couldn't continue sleeping. I was feeling uncomfortable. I haven't fit myself into that status. My heart couldn't accept it yet and I assure you, if I had a weak heart, I'll be in ICU right now, inhaling oxygen through the mask (just a figure of speech)I watched Television. MTV to be precise,I wanted to discover new meaningful songs so I can sing my heart out while bursting into tears. Music is my therapist, other than my diary. Anyways, this is all.

Note:

At least,I managed to laugh and smile =)Like he had always said:

"laughter is the cure to pain"

and I'll be doing that a lot!

XOXO

Zira Lee

Tagged by Nira Ali

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
: She's my best friend =)

5 impression towards him/her?
: Funny,
: Hard-working,
: pretty,
: EDC obsessed,
: kind.

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
: "We can tell anything to each other" =).

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
: being there for me when I was extremely hurt.

If she/he becomes your lover, you will ...
: always have a crazy-time with her.

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will ...
: Feel sad.

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on ...
: Obsession.She has to be more obsessed with me than EDC/Jay Chou/Jared Leto!!!Haha

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
: I can't think of any possible reason.If I marry EDC, I think we'll still be friends, right, Nir?Hehehe

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
: Make her laugh.

The overall impression on him/her is?
: forever friendship =).

How do you think people around you feel about you?
: I don't know. This is why I want to be someone else for a day.

The character of you about yourself is?
: Unpredictable.

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
: Lazy-study-ass.

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
: A world-good-influential person

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
: If I know them-I Love ya'all ;)
: If I don't-Hello ;)

10 people you tag.

1. Fitri


2. Anden


3. Nira


4. Lina
   

To those who have done it already, never mind :)

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
: zira a.k.a Me.

No. 3 is a female or male?
: Female.

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
:

How about No. 5 and No. 8
:

What is No. 1 studying about?
:Hahaha,lemme ask her

Is No. 4 single?
:I don't think so

Say something about No. 6
:

XOXO

ziranden2119

Tagged by LilFidz

1.Each blogger must post this rules.

2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.

3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.

4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.

5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:

• I love my life and family.

• I have an awesome boyfriend and great friends.

• Chocoholic is me.
  

• Cooking and gardening?I like...
  

• Study hard is not in my dictionary yet.

• I like to sleep late, my dad calls me a vampire.

• I got a new celebrity crush!

• Only people who I approve are allowed to call me Zie.
  

• MCR and GREENDAY ROCKS!!
  

• Looks can be decieving ;)

I tag: Nira, Lina, Anden

XOXO

Ziranden2119